Chapter Five: New Years Eve.

Chapter Five
New Years Eve

Me and 3abdalla were doing great, another 2 months passed by and we were still together. So over all 10 months. I was madly in love with him! I loved the way he talked, the way he made me laugh, the way he said my name, and even the way he likes to 6aferni ;p the cute thing about him was his voice ;p waaayed khashin! Lay darajat ina ba3th il marat 9a3eb nefhema! ;p ako salfa 9arat et’tha7ik 3an 9oota ;p marah ohwa kan 3endina, oo kina ga3deen ana weyah oo khawati oo his friend oo my friend. Fa kan ga3ed e7achi ekhti, ga3ed yes2alha 3an shay.. I think il movie ili re7nala ana weyaha, fa ga3ed yes2alha:

3abdalla: “7ilo?” (weya 9ooota il ghareeeb ;p)

Dalal: “Haa?” (3abalha ga3ed egoolaha aloo ;p)

3abdalla: “7iloooo?”

Dalal: “Haaaa?”

3abdalla: “7ilooooooo!!???” (3alah 9oota)

Dalal just turned around oo left ;p cuz mehya gadra tefhema ;p ana tha7akt the7ik ;p

The thing 3abdalla likes to do the most is to 6aferni! He loooovesss that!! Whenever he finds a way that he can, seeeeda he does it! Mathalan lama inkoon bil sayara ohwa yadri ana akhaf lama a7ad esoog feeni we6ig ra9eeef 9oobi, fa edoooos we6ig ra9eef bas ma ye93ad kila bas ne9! Ya3ni 9oobi ana foog il ra9eef oo 9ooba 3al share3, oo yamshi 6ool il moda chethi! Lay akher ilshare3! Enarfiiz! Fa ana a3a9ib wa7gera! Ba3dayn egooli ana asif ;p oo magdar az3al so ath7ak ;p or like JAD INARFIZ lama egooli ina ohwa e3aref kilshay! Ag3ad 3ala a39abi! Kila egool:

3abdalla: “ilnas kilhum wedhum e9eeroon mithli bas mara7 e9eroon”

Noura: “la wala? Layshh “

3abdalla: “la2ana ana a3aref kilshay ! mako wela shay ma3arfa!”

Noura: “way3 bas!”

3abdalla: “La 9ij! Ya3ni se2leeni ay shay!”

Noura: “mabi eskit!”

3abdala: “hahaha, laysh 3a9abtay ? me7tara ? ;p wedich itkoneen mithli 9a7 ? sorry bas mara7 e9eer hal shay “

Noura: “ana mara7 atkalam”

3abdalla: “za3altay ? ;p”

Noura: “nope”

3abdalla: “ana asif ;p”

mushkilllaaaaaa hal walad wayha! Ib dgeeega ekhaleeeni atnarfaz oo ib dgeeega ekhaleeni ath7ak ;p e3arefli 3adil!

*On New Years Eve I msjed him.

Noura: “Ha waynik ?”

3abdalla: “Shalay, u?”

Noura: “Home, Shetsawi?”

3abdalla: “Mako ga3ed u?”

Noura: “Same, shbetsawi ilyoom ?”

3abdalla: “Mako bag3ad bil shalay, laysh ? ”

Noura: “la bas as2al” (ana im pissed shway, kan wedi egooli yabi eshoofni ib new years ;p)

Then I msjed his friend Marzoog.

Noura: “Marzooooog!”

Marzoog: “Haalaa? Shfeech ? ”

Noura: “Metnarfiza kan wedi ina 3abdalla egooli yabi eshoofni ib new years bas magali wayyy3!”

Marzoog: “oo laysh intay matgoleenla? Mo lazem ohwa kila egool.”

Noura: “laa ma7eb mafrooth ohwa e3aref hal shay tharoori ya3ni.”

Marzoog: “shda3wa tharoori? Laysh bas 3ashan new years?”

Noura: “EEE! New years kiss !”

Marzoog: “ aaahh ! heeheheh”

(An Hour later)

3abdalla: “Bashoofich ilyoom”

Noura: “lool, marzoogoo galik :p”

3abdalla: “Laysh intay magelteeli?”

Noura: “la2ana mafrooth it3aref hal shay madrii”

3abdalla: “laa ma3aref ana hal suwalef, intay goleeli ay shay tabeena, mo tasketeen”

Noura: “ok, I want u to be my new years kiss :$ ;p”

3abdalla: “Lol, okay ya3ni ilsa3a cham ayeelich ? oo wayn ? ”

Noura: “ana oo Shahood ekhti benroo7 hilton ta3ali minak, egreeb min ilshalay shway”

3abdalla: “khalas ok ya3ni ayeelich before 12?”

Noura: “ee, bas lazem at 12 itkoon weyay ;p”

3abdalla: “ok ayeelich 11:30”

Noura: “k ;*”

3abdalla: “oo mafrooth inboos lama ga3ed e3edoon or shnu?”

Noura: “la, lama egooloon 10, 9, 8.. lama yo9al 3end 1! We9eer 12 oclock inboos ;p”

3abdalla: “aaah okay! ;*** yala ashoofich tonight”

(11:30 PM) Me and shahood are in starbucks ga3deen, im waiting for 3abdalla hes on the way.

He arrives, and I go sit with him in his car bil parking lot. He came with marzoog and marzoog 6ela3 yetmasha. Fa ga3deen ensolif 3adi, khali9aw ilsuwalef and were just sitting there ;p so tempted to kiss! im waiting for the clock to be 12 damn it! The radio was on 99.7 im waiting for he countdown.. 9ara7 11:59!! Wela 3abdalla just kisses me before the countdown ;p atleast lama 9arat 12 we were still kissing ;p I laughed cuz he couldn’t wait one minute!! ;p chan egooli happy new yeaaar ;p wela inshoof nas ajanib emeroon 9oobna kilman labis those party hats weya e3yalhum oo chethi, so 3abdalla fach dereeshta wegoluhum happy newwwww yeaaar oo ga3ed yeth7ak ;p wegooluhum why r u leaving so early? Its new yearrs!! Oo ga3ed esolif weyahum hal khibil ;p chan shahood tyey ana nezalt min il car chan yanzil weyay wesalim 3ala shahood wegoolaha happy new year. I hugged him and kissed him goodbye and headed home.

That was the one and only new year that I loved that much. Not knowing what was going to happen later ;s.

Chapter Four: A First Everything

Chapter Four
A First Everything

The most time akoon mestansa is lama ashooofa! Lo ashoofa 6ale3 or ashoofa broo7i or haman lo ashoofa ib 9uwar ;p bas kint a7eb ini ashoof wayha. Laman I don’t have school kint aroo7 his school an6era ekhalis washoofa ye6la3 min il bab shakla imbahthal ;p bas cute!!!! Labis pants oo t shirt chenha faneela ;p weya qamee9a 3ala chatfa ;p oo jan6eta ili mafeeha wela ketab! Mushkila ina ma yadri ini bayey ;p ma agoola I just come. So he comes out walking to his car 9af6a 3al ra9eef weshoofni ib our car oo yeth7aak oo eyeeeli ;p oo then ilshela il kamla teyey wetsalim ba3ad ;p kint 7ayyl astanis lama ashoofa!

3abdalla is a random guy. Kilshay egoola faj2a!.. qaleeeel lama he plans things. Kilshay egool ib wagta! So one day kint bil bait kan 3endi mudares makint adri bekoon a7la yoom ib 7ayati lama dazli msj.

3abdalla: “shetsaween?”

Noura: “mudares. U?”

3abdalla: “Dewaniya, Sh3endich ba3dayn?”

Noura: “Nothing, Why?”

3abdalla: “Bs abi ashoofich”

Noura: “Ok, pick me up at 8”

3abdalla: “ ok, cant wait ;*”

(8 PM)

he picked me up oo ga3deen insolef bil car we7e6li aghani zag! fa 9efa6 bil car wana imjablita wehwa masik eedi.. ana ga3da a6ale3 wayha 3adil. Oo mashala kil shay feeh ya3jebni! A6al3a wabtesim ;p

3abdalla: “Shfeech teth7ekeen”

Noura: “nothing (still smiling)"

3abdalla: “laa golaay shnuuu feeni shay ana (weba6il il manthara e6ale3 nafsa)”

Noura: “Laaaa laaa mafeeek shay sh7ilwik ! “

3abdalla: “haha intay, inzayn solfay "

Noura: “mani imsolfa laiman itghayer il aghani 7i6 99.7”

Chan e7e6 wela e6la3at eghniya a7ebha chan a9are5 allaaaaaaaah! It was every time we touch by cascada. Chan out of nowhere he kissed me! And that’s how we had our first kiss. The funny thing that the song was playing and it was exactly what I was thinking!!!

“Every time we touch, I get this feeling, and every time we kiss I swear I could fly, cant u feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last, I need you by my side, cuz every time we touch I feel the static, and every time we kiss I reach for the sky, cant u hear my heart beat so, I cant let you go, want you in my life.”

It was definitely the best day of my life, a day I will never forget! 3abdalla tries hard to be romantic ;p its hard for the both of us ;p we are not that type ;p the thing that made me wonder a lot was that 3abdalla noo3a wayed em3aqad ya3ni may9eer ilnas ishofoona together aw yadroon 3ana, bas the weird thing is lama emerni ekoon 7ayl 3adiii machena im3aqad ;p ya3ni mathalan akoon weyah bil sayara bil share3 high way, oo wagta yeg3ad weboos eedi ;p I don’t mind kilish bas its very weird with him since hes very closed minded ;p bas it makes me happy wayed ina he tries to make me happy in any way. And I love him for that.

The great thing about life is that there’s a first for everything. Every body loves the first time they did something. First time I saw him, first time we talked, first time we went out together, first time he held my hand, first kiss, and many others! I think you should never forget those first timers! They mean soo much wala! Cherish those memories forever! They are what make u happy.

Chapter Three: What Is Love?

Chapter Three
What is love?

A couple of months pass by and there we are, still holding on, strong, confident and growing. The day of his life comes! When he gets his laisan ;p he turned 18!! How happy was he ? well extremely! Its not like he didn’t used to drive before, bas ham he was happy! So he went to get his laisan, lama ra7 kan ako cham mushkila bas 7alhum. So lama khalas dazli msj.

3abdalla: “LAIIISAAAAAN ;p”

Noura: “ Mabrooook! Akheeran ha!?”

3abdalla: “7ADA! Il7een mo lazem itbogeen ilsayara wetmereena! ;p”

Noura: “Lol, eee bas ham wanasa!”

3abdalla: “Americh?”

Noura: “Okay, Meta?”

3abdalla: “Now.”

Noura: “Yala abadil dgayeg”

(20 mins later)

3abdalla: “Ana bara”

Noura: “Coming”

We sit and solef bil car while he shows me his laisan. I think his picture is adorable while he thinks it sucks ;p Since it was his birthday I bought him something and made him a card. ;p ana min noo3 ili a7eb ashteri hadaya oo akhalee shakilhum ekoon 7ilo oo eshaweg.. fa kila lazem ashteri ashya2 wa7e6hum ib goo6i oo wrapping paper.. ma7eb the bags its not fun to open ;p I like to rip my gift like when I was a kid, so I usually choose cute wrapping paper mal yahal ;p oo I made him this card that I wrote all the things that describe him best, with some of his pictures on it too ;p I took the card to the place to be laminated oo sawayta kebeeer ;p lama 3a6aiita estanaaaassss ;p I still have a copy of his card on my computer till this day.

3abdalla was the kind of guy who was very secretive and kept all his feelings and thoughts to his self, while I told him everything. Its been 8 months and were going great. He mentioned to me that all his previous relationship only lasted like max 3 months. Fa ya3ni kan shay zayn ina were still together. After 8 months he finally told me he loved me, and I said it back. We never rushed into things we kept everything casual and slow. Kilshay ib wagta 7ilo !

On one boring night with me laying down at home he texted me.

3abdalla: “et7ebeeni?”

Noura: “shrayek?”

3abdalla: “Madri wala golay”

Noura: “La ma7ebik 3abdalla”

3abdalla: “:S”

Noura: “AMOOOOOOT FEEEEEEK!”

3abdalla: “;*************************************************** ”

Noura: "hehe, inta et7ebni ?”

3abdalla: “7aaaaaayyyyyylllll wala!”

Noura: “ashwa, inzayn agoool, ako carnival next weekend ana baroo7, plz come! Besawoona bil she3ib.”

3abdalla: “intay tadreeen ana ma7eb hal suwalef, itha carnival madresatna maroo7;s”

Noura: “ee yala 3adi, ana lazem aroo7, and it wouldn’t be fun if u don’t come ;s”

3abdalla: “3ashanich bas”

Noura: “Yaaaay! (K) , bacher age6lukum tickets, bas goli cham wa7ed? Inta oo 7amani, marzoog oo ba3ad?”

3abdalla: “ummm, bacher agoolich ba3ad mnu beyey”

Noura: “ok ;**”

(Three days later)

I went with the driver to drop the tickets 3endihum. Kanaw 7. Makan 3ajba bas 7anayt foog rasa ;p and the day of the carnival came. There he was ! The most sexiest thing I’ve ever seen before! His navy shorts with a long sleeve polo shirt with his chmoom pulled up. ADORABLE! I just wanted to hug him! But we all know that is not happening ;p just the fact that he came made me happy, la2ana I know shkither yekraaaah hal suwalef bas ham ya. While we were in the food court he was there too, metsanid 3al 6oofa weya hal tha7ka ib wayha ka2ana mestanis oo meste7ii ;p hal wayh lo shnu ma ansah.

When people ask me, what is love? I say: that face he does when he sees me in public. The way he always asks before he calls even though he knows im always fathya for him. The cute msjs he sends me. The way he touches my hand. He remembers our anniversary and my birthday until THIS DAY! The way that I will never feel towards someone else. That is what I call love. And in this case, it may seem hard to believe but it was love at first sight.

Chapter Two: The Getting To Know Each Other Part.

Chapter Two
The Getting To Know Each Other Part.

One night I was in the kitchen eating pizza hut, me and 3abdalla kina insolef msjs, kan 9arlina taqreeban 3 weeks kilyoom in7achi ba3ath oo chethi oo I was starting to really like him. So I sent him a msj:

Noura: “e7na shnu?”

3abdalla: “ shlon ya3ni? Mafahamt.”

Noura: “ya3ni ana weyak shnu ? Friends wela more wela shnu ?”

3abdalla: “umm, Close friends”

Noura: “Oh okay” ( I was kinda pissed to hear that ;s )

3abdalla: “Shfeech ?”

Noura: “ la mako”

3abdalla: “Golay”

Noura: “wala mako shay”

3abdalla: “ana aq9id close friends mithil boyfriend and girlfriend”

Noura: “la wala? ;p”

3abadalla: “lo0ol ee, tabeen ?”

Noura: “looool ee abi, by the way cham mara agolik lataktib chethi il “lo0ol” ma7eb e7er!”

3abdalla: “lo0ol ok sorry ;p”

Noura: “waiih”

Every relationship has the getting to know each other part. Find out the likes and dislikes. The weekly mood swings, the things that piss us off, and many others. Fa with us it was really complicated. Ana noo3i rasi yabis oo ohwa 1000 times akthar mini. Ilsuwalef ili bayna kanaw akthar shay arguments oo hwash, bas lama khala9na ekon 3adi neth7ak wen3ayeb 3ala ba3ath chena ma9ar shay. Makina min noo3 ili in3a9ib 3ala ashya2 tafha. Ili kanaw e3arfoona kanaw mestaghrebeen shloon ana weyah lasted more than a week ;p because kina bilthab6 3aks ba3ath! Ashya2 ohwa e7ebha ana akraha! Oo ili ana a7ebha ohwa yekraha! Bas ham we survived it. Ohwa gharama shay esma sea food! Shrimp, fish, and everything else! Wana ma akil wela shay min il ba7ar ma7eb kilish! Ohwa noo3a closed minded tafkeer awal oo chethi , ana 7adi liberal oo open minded kina 3aks ba3ath bil thab6 ;p ilshay il kan efare7ni ini Kint ashoofa atleast once a week, sometimes when im lucky twice ;p

Our daily routine went like this: we spend our days going out weya our friends oo chethi indez msjat 7ag ba3ath bas mo wayed mankather minhum kanaw 7ayl basee6a chethi.

3abdalla: “Waynich?”

Noura: “Ray7a movie, u? “

3abdalla: “Ay movie?”

Noura: “BLA BLA, inta waynik ? ” ( I cant think of a movie that was 4 years ago ;p )

3abdalla: “oh okaay, Dewaniya, Have fun”

Noura: “ k u2, ttyl”

Those were taqreeban all the msjs we send to each other in a day, unless we had something that we needed to say. The thing that we are alike ina both of us man7eb a7ad edeg wayed oo edez msjat wayed, mo noo3na chethi, na6fer ibser3a so that was a good thing. Another thing about 3abdalla he doesn’t know how to be romantic ;p neither did I ;p so we did have some things in common. After our day is over, when he goes home and I go home he sends me a msj.

3abdalla: “Waynich?“

Noura: “Home u?”

3abdalla: “can I call ?”

Noura: “eee”

And then he would call and we’d talk about how our day went and shnu sawayna oo if something funny happened ingool ilqe9a .. ashya2 chethi 7ayl 3adiya, the thing that happens in every single phone call is this ;p

(30 mins after talking about stuff that happened today he yawns ;p)

Noura: “ Yala nooma?”

3abdalla: “LA!”

Noura: “imbalaaa ba3th ilnas feehum ilnoom oo warahum ga3da”

3abdalla: “aah intay tabeen itnameen ya3ni? “

Noura: “ahahaha La inta!”

3abdalla: “la wala mafeeni ilnoom kilish!”

(15 mins later another yawn)

Noura: “Gooli good night”

3abdalla: “laysh?”

Noura: “La2ana betnam il7een, fa yala gooli”

3abdalla: “la mani nayim wala”

Noura “3abdalla! Gooli good night yala!”

3abdalla: “Good night, oo ba3ad shsawaitay ilyoom? “

Noura: “hahaha ya7maaar”

3abdalla: “haha yala ba3ad shway ba3ad shway”

And it goes on and on until I just be quite and he falls asleep ;p

The next chapter will be posted soon.